Monika
@MonikaRobaumskii have fallen, but i've gotten up. i have gotten lost, but i am finding my way. i was weak, but now have the strength. i try to live each day the best i can.
I hate getting old, I squatted down yesterday, I messed my knee up. Getting old sucks.
I want to take a baseball bat to everything in this room. And smash everything. And go till exhaustion. Until something gives. Me.
Calm as calm could be. She is, cold is rather the word I should use. Cold. Icy, frozen, heartless, soulless.
But she's sitting in the same room as me. She takes no responsibility in this, none.
I really hate certain people in my life right now.. I'm not naming names...
Who am I kidding of course I'm gonna be a mess, I need a frigging lawyer.
Let's try and calm down now, it's friggin 4 am the whole family gonna need me in the morning. Can't be a mess.
No matter how many times u beg n plead with a rock, Don't go in water you will sink. Don't u know it does it anyways, y? Cause it's a rock.
Emotional roller coasters are not as fun as they sound. Not all fun and games, noooooo, tears, anger fear , that's what it is. Not happiness
Bipolar what? Try tri polar..... Totally today. All over the friggin place. Up down hell let's switch it up and zig zag sideways....
I'm going lose him again all over again over something I had no control over. This pisses me off. Big time.
Can't sleep, can't shut off this god forsaken head tonight, tears don't help either....
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