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@sx_pxxm

22 || BPD+BED || 45 lbs down

Joined April 2023

Sorry I haven’t been active turns out I have a rlly bad kidney infection but atleast it made me lose weight #winisawin 😍😍


I wasn’t at my goal but omg I need to get back to this fr, I miss when I looked like this, I don’t feel like myself I’m taking responsibility and finally changing for the better, all this extra weight is not good for my mind or body 2 days binge free, let’s make it to 20😊

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i miss life so much.

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Having a bf who doesn’t make fun of how fat I am and doesn’t tell me to lose more weight and is actually kind about my weight/weight loss is so comforting I’m just glad he doesn’t use it against me like other people have! I love him sm! He motivates me to do better 😊


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how i feel being in edtwt when everyone is sm smaller 😭

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omg why is it my bf can eat like 6 million cals in a day and still be underweight but i overeat for one day and I gain likeeeeeee🙄


🌜manifesting that everyone gets their dream guy, dream body, dream car, dream house, dream job, dream life🌛 let’s all keep working towards our goals, too late to quit now! this is your sign to lock in, start that workout routine, start job searching, start living life again!


I’ve been so busy with workschool and family shit I haven’t posted so here’s an update I started binging again late June, I literally gained back almost all that I lost it was that bad, but now I’m back on track and lost 15 lbs of what I gained the endless cycle continues ig


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fuck an almond mom, who had the OTHER kind of disordered mom? failed every single crash diet, starved all day to binge at night, “i cant eat that, i’m trying to be good”, 1200cal IF, exercise purging, put back 3 servings of dessert & say they’ll be better tomorrow kind of mom?


I’m sick of lying to myself, I’m sick of hating myself, I need to take responsibility now or I will never change, I can’t keep doing this to myself fr I need to put my health first so here’s to day one especially since I got sober it’s harder not to binge but here we go again


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i really regret allowing myself to slip into binging habits and gain so much weight but there’s no point in wallowing, all i can do now is fix it


I’m still super fat but omgg you can actually see the arch of my back now 😂 weight loss is so worth it, my feet still hurt but this time last year I couldn’t even walk 10 mins on the treadmill now I can walk over an hour (this pic wasn’t even my HW, I was even heavier than this)

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Ummmm this has to be a joke 😭

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I literally applied to 6 places irl today that said they were urgently hiring just for them to say “we’re not hiring rn” I’m gonna k m s I rlly need a job :( I also applied online to different places too, I don’t understand I just need money to live man :( I hate being an adult


omg I miss being this weight sm it makes me feel sick what I did to myself over the 4 yrs😭 I’ll get back here tho 💪🏻 especially after getting sober I’ve stopped binging and started working out consistently and I’m on a anxiety med now that helps with my hunger

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