sundsais
@sundsaisJack of all trades master of none | Verbose idiot | Master of succeeding downwards |26 wasted years
Finally made a game. Finished result of 2 weeks for #PirateJam acerohode.itch.io/nattjakt Now to sink back into familiar dissapointment & cope that my next work isn't going to be this gloomy.
Genuinely getting tired of life just yanking both improvement and death from me.
God I love thinking I can attract any actual people to see my work sometime on the dying internet in the year of our lord 2024. (This is like a fucking day's worth, Jesus Christ post election bots went rabid.)
25-27 is such a weird fucking age, discounting my personal weirdness, you're seen like a child and a boomer at the same exact time. Feel like I'm out of time, running perpendicular to life.
Been a very long while since I felt sea salt burn my nose. Weirdly pleasant feeling.
Kinda like how I come with built-in internet version of three stooges syndrome. Low self esteem - don't post content since I feel it's bad - modern plaforms punish that. Comes in a bunch of ways but it's legit a bit impressive, like it's exact opposite with little upside.
Love gamedev, spent a day starting at code, accomplished pretty much null. Day wasted.
Maybe, maybe nothing good happening is actually a good thing. Maybe it’s calmer and quieter this way.
I feel like my internal monologue got tired of being demeaning and disappointed and is plain schizoposting now.
Teah crocheted a family of Opossums and it's far too adorable not to share.
Hardest part of making blockouts is slapping yourself across the face with a 2x4 every time you try to give a model any details
So many good gun design details so little time to implement all. God damn it all to hell.
Should start drinking and smoking just to numb myself, I’m already an awful man. Then again don’t want to dig into few funds i can leave to friends. Plus everpresent fear im going to be like my family.
Genuinely fear that with world getting worse - generational fighting for scraps will only get worse. That zoomers when they reach their peak prosperity years will put boomers to shame.
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