Subaru Sakamaki
@solitaryrageYoungest Sakamaki :: 18+ Mun :: new to character :: not new to verse or rp :: Don't sully your eyes with me. :: I never deserved a smile...
Subaru Sakamaki 🌹 New to character 🌹 Not new to verse 🌹 ~*"Leave me alone. You don't want to be near me. A vile unwanted creature."*~
". . ." Sometimes.... The solitude feels like a weight, crushing every part of him into dust and ash.
he sought freedom without the walls of done around him. The cold air cut at him but went unnoticed. Nails dug into his own palms as he tried to master the self loathing and anger that felt as through it would tear him limb from limb, shred him and throw him to the wind. Terror.
howling tirades damming and endless. Monster. Creature. Vile. Hated. Unlovable. Despicable. Deplorable. Damned. Vilified. Culpable for any and every misfortune. His very existence was a corrosive presence in the world. A stain. A blemish. It drove him from the mansion, outside
Today the mood is bleaker. Darker. Filled to capacity with despair. They are emotions he's known for too long, ones he knows too well. They barely feel like feeling. The barest touch of kindness opens up a yawning void of agony. Inner demons claw and clutch at him. Their
"Who gives a shit about flowers and chocolate? It's all dumb."
"Birthday? What's so good about it? Just another day... Don't see the big deal."
His mood hasn't been improving. He feels... Lonely? Maybe. But it pisses him off. He shouldn't feel like that. He's just a monstrous creature. A failure. /Things/ like him don't deserve... Well. Anything. Lurking after school then dawdling home. Delaying the inevitable.
"Fuck e v e r y t h i n g." It's going to be one of those days. Bleak mood. Dark mood. Violent mood. Volatile as can be.
Dark weather, cold winds. Grey days were the most fitting for brooding. Stalking about alone. A pale shadow in the thin, faded light.
"Fuck it, fuck it, FUCK it all!!" Chips of masonry decorate the hall floor behind him as he stalks away. Thunderous moods, non existent impulse control and unreasonable strength are a risky combination.
"Today is just another day. Just another set of hours. They'll pass by like all the rest have."
"Its better this way. I don't /need/ anyone around. Creatures like me... We don't feel lonely."
We'll. Just see what appealed. Perhaps nothing... His lip curled. Fuck everything... It was all so pointless.
here. Just as angry and brooding. But at home he could potentially feel less annoyed. The end of the day was a small blessing in an otherwise pointless and frustrating day. Thank fuck he could just walk out of the stupid building. What would he do? He didn't know. Get home and..
School was stupid... It was such a waste of time. So noisy and loud, full of the stupid humans that pushed and bustled and got in his way. He just... Wished he didn't have to be here. He wanted to be at home, quiet and alone... Miserable. His lip curled. He was just as miserable
Ah yes. Normality. A destructive and violent mood. Have pity for the poor furnishings, such as are left, anyway.
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