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Sensory problems so bad I need to crawl out of my skin and rip my eyes out


my anxiety controls my life I can’t believe people can just live life without this


I am NOT in a good place mentally but I lost 10 pounds so it’s cool right


Sometimes I’m just too disgusted with myself to be seen in public


also I move out at the end of may y’all aren’t ready for the wl once I’m alone 🤭


I’ve been off my meds for like a month because I got new insurance and couldn’t get them but I just found 3 months worth I forgot about guys am I about to act normal again


will I ever be happy? will I ever feel at peace with my myself? am I cursed to feel out of place forever?


anyways yeah lately I eat almost like a normal person and occasionally I eat one thing and I’m overcome with unbearable guilt and the need to purge 😀


did it anyways bc I’m a monster!!


purging at work feels not cool and risky I probably shouldn’t right


I love being hungry


so unbelievably disgusted with myself


challenge: can I go a 12 hour shift without being a fatass


I’m actually such a bad person


I don’t even know what I’m doing my relapse honeymoon phase is so over since I started my job


I can’t do anything right I’m so fat


what am I even doing I hate myself


I hate myself I hate myself as soon as my sister leaves I’m speedrunning this shit


my sister is 2 sizes smaller than me I’m gonna kms


I don’t have true (like over 1k) binges but sometimes if I eat something small I regret I’ll purge it maybe like twice a week what do you call that. Like just purged a half a slice of cheesecake because I regretted it.


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