nell (edtwt) ˚⋆°˖ ～ 🍂࿔
@klaus_hgs17 | she/her | trying to get back on track | gw: 80lbs
i wishhhh i had made an edtwt account back at the height of my ed in 2022 bc i would’ve never slacked on tracking my cals and weight like i was CONSISTENT
WHEN I COME HOME FROM COLLEGE FOR CHRISTMAS I’M GONNA BE ON THAT INCLINE 12 NON STOP
the one day i was excited to go and get something to eat and then my dog dies..no longer hungry
i fucking hate my ed brain why is one of my top thoughts knowing we’re gonna have to put my dog down soon is that i can use my grief as an excuse to starve? i’m genuinely disgusted at myself
why do i literally have no discipline i’m this close to ending my fast already 😭
gonna attempt a 68 hour fast (random time ik) bc i’m going insane wish me luck !!
seeing the celebs with visible eds everywhere is killingggg meeeee
okay so skinny by halloween didn’t happen so i better be skinny by christmas..
the fact that no matter what i do in these next two weeks, i’m not gonna be skinny for halloween is killing me
🍂weekly comparison🍂 last week lowest cal intake: 823 highest cal intake: 1723 average cal intake for the week: 1226 lowest weight: n/a .𖥔 ݁ ˖🍁๋࣭ ⭑🍂 this week lowest cal intake: 800 highest cal intake: 1700 average cal intake for the week: 1297 lowest weight: 127.2lbs
WTF IS WITH MY BRAIN TODAY WHY DOES THIS SENTENCE MAKE NO SENSE 😭
was having a movie night with a group of people the other night that i only was close with 1 of them, and i felt too awkward to eat anything even if i wanted to, and one of them was like ‘nell hasn’t had ANYTHING’ and i was like just whatttt noooo 😭😭
was having a movie night with a group of people the other night that i only was close with 1 of them, and i felt too awkward to eat anything even if i wanted to, and one of them was like ‘nell hasn’t had ANYTHING’ and i was like just whatttt noooo 😭😭
wait it’s october…why do i have ana brain fog but not ana body
what happened to starving september i was doing so well two weeks ago
what happened to starving september i was doing so well two weeks ago
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