I weighed, 4ibs down, phew, need more but I'm glad it's working again
no matter how much i lose my thighs are still fucking fat i have to die
never trust how you feel about food when the sun goes down
Lit too scared to weigh myself atm like I've been eating 800 cals for 2 weeks but what if there's no progress omg I'm stressssssing I will spiral even lower if there isn't but I NEED to know too help
I need to get my steps in but don't want any other humans to see me so guess I'll just pace the house over and over 😴
This is probably the *worst* relapse I've ever had and ik I'm destroying myself but absolutely I know I will not stop
my sanity 🤪
So frustrating putting weight on in recovery and relapsing and having to get rid of weight you already once lost
unfortunately my social anxiety also applies to twitter .. i do not know how to talk to people
first they give you butterflies then mental health problems
tf am i meant to say when people ask abt hobbies, "yeah i'm really into my eating disorder at the moment i'm loving it" ???
i want this fat GONE NOW PLS GET OFF MEEEEE
i feel like i've lost so much of myself through my ed like genuinely no idea who's staring back at me in the mirror anymore
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