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averi

@avluvuu

ed diary — 14 | cw: 42 gw: 39kg - semi-recovery

Joined September 2023

gained too much weight and now im gonna starve til I die 😂


my stomach is so bloated form not shitting


TMIIIIIUUUI but I have not been able to shit bcuz its been so painful yall like It feels like shittinf knifes wth do I do


gaining weight is hard 🙁 i want to relapse


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recovery is hard it feels like its been weeks its been 2 days... im done im gonna try restricting a little tnr.


trying recovery,,, had a long talk with my mum and therapist and i think its best if I try recover ( mum said shes happy if I atleast maintain my weight ) 😚


gonna try a semi recovery slowly increasing my intake ...


where did the scale go :,,,,(((((((((


am I really disordered


i dont feel sick enough


9.9k steps today 🖕


i want to starve myself to death


therapy tmr 12pm


fat fat fat fat


ive let myself go im fat


omg its the 1/11 :)


i havent weighed myself in forever im screaming might go insane


FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK


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