Solitude: Grief Uncensored ⚠️
@HoneyTrap_MI6🌷SW Anon 4 PEERS🌷Complicated Grief changed Everything|Passionate about all things 🐶🌏🍽|I don’t hate Clients/SW|Not a Leftist but not very political
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Grief/Depression is realizing you wasted a yr. It’s knowing you have bills piling up, will lose your apt, everything but can’t get out of bed to start working. It’s a constant cycle of hating yourself. It’s needing someone to get you started, just pick u up but you’re alone.
I have a question. I’ve had 3 clients that insisted on wearing their hats during sex. All 3 were black. Is this some thing I don’t know about? Or did I just get 3 weirdos and race is a coincidence?
If you follow from a client facing account, I remove you from my followers. I still love you and we're all in this together, but client facing accounts draw a lot of men/clients into our space.
I know you are and thank you so much. ❤️❤️
Thank you, I know you do, and I truly appreciate you showing me that not just with words. It meant a lot to me, I’ll never forget it, & please if you ever need something I’ll always do my best to help.
Grief/depression is self sabotage. It’s not being open or you become more isolated than you already are. It’s keeping up appearances for others, prioritizing what’s socially acceptable, & being what others want you to be. Grief/depression is living a lie.
I was terrified to not save as after what I had gone through I learned that even with saving as much as I had, anything could happen. Especially as SWers we have no choice but to save. Then a horrible set back, all gone, motivation gone, so mad, & people are a let down. Cruel.
start work. Got me motivated, helped me to do the 1st steps & I got back to work. 3 months, I did so well but all I could do was work, nothing else. But I was able to save so much better than nothing. I was hyper-focused on work as I was fragile w grief.
Getting to where the self sabotage is going to create a situation I’ll never be able to recover from it. Also having a horrible situation in addition truly set me back to square 1. Last Summer a friend got me started, spent a day helping me clean up, get organized etc so I could
Grief/Depression is realizing you wasted a yr. It’s knowing you have bills piling up, will lose your apt, everything but can’t get out of bed to start working. It’s a constant cycle of hating yourself. It’s needing someone to get you started, just pick u up but you’re alone.
it’s just me? I can’t fully unload, ppl don’t always want negative, & have their own struggles. Also if too honest, it makes many uncomfortable. Won’t respond/stop responding for various reasons. There’s a limit, a fine line so rarely share non SW issues. U prob understand too.
TY, u get it & I feel it’s similar to what Caregivers go through. Considering their needs as secondary w no/little reprieve & never being priority. It’s harder when isolated, the only in person interaction is work. I appreciate this space but TBH, it’s not always helpful perhaps
…not have it acknowledged or recognized. This is why I sometimes feel like I’m being erased when I’ve been working too much. It has to do with the nature of our role. It’s tough. That’s why this community & this space is so important. 💜
It’s so hard to always be in the position of being the holding container for others, yet there is no one holding space for you. I struggle with this too. I recognize that its not the clients’role, but it’s still hard to have something rip through you like monumental grief, & not
Ty love, I appreciate it. ❤️
OMG! Please please please please if you need to talk or whatever message me! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Grief/Depression is realizing you wasted a yr. It’s knowing you have bills piling up, will lose your apt, everything but can’t get out of bed to start working. It’s a constant cycle of hating yourself. It’s needing someone to get you started, just pick u up but you’re alone.
(2/2) As a provider, I always have to be “on”. Hide everything, can’t share any sadness, clients see me as their escape, and my being that is how I make my living. I cry every day, when alone it’s back to grief and pain. They are none the wiser & I don’t expect them to be.
I hve worked in a number of industries in various capacities. Being a provider is def the hardest when u hve personal struggles. Mine is grief. In other professions I can be open & get my work done, allowances are made as others understand esp coming back from bereavement. (1/2)
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