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“…Hearts Are Powerful When They're Connected. But If You Put Too Much Of That Power In One Place, Some Of Those Hearts Might End Up Breaking.”
His eye flicked to his lips before closing. “It’s scary, really,” he said rather casually.
⠀⠀ “That’s okay, I’ve learned how to recognize it.” He whispers softly. ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
i am a demanding creature. i am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. but i am your servant. when you starve i will feed you; when you are sick i will tend you. i crawl at your feet. for you alone i will be weak.
Luxu relished the kiss, just as he cherished the letters. He parted, only to rest his forehead on Xhura’s. “Bad habit. Had it every since—" he paused, “the first body.”
⠀⠀ “You’re overthinking.” Xhura whispers, pulling Luxu’s face down for a gentle kiss. ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
Luxu clicked his tongue, “I guess so.“ There wasn’t really any way to avoid it. And, in the countless times he reconsidered the past —a new habit thanks to Xhura— he couldn’t think of another route to take. —not one where they end up here.
⠀⠀ He reaches up and gently turns Luxu’s face back to him. “I don’t ever want you to leave again. But I… that fear is there. My new heart knows fear. Because it knows what it’s like to love and to not want to lose. That’s a good thing.” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
⠀ A l l I c a n f e e l i s 𝖍 𝐚 𝐭 𝐫 𝐞 𝐝 & ᥉ 𝑜 𝑟 𝑟 𝑜 𝑤
Ouch. The man went quiet for a moment, instead opting to focus on the ocean. “Maybe it’s hope,” he suggested, “or, maybe I’ve finally lost it~” He wore a toothy smile with the thought.
⠀⠀ “You left before.” He’s not trying to throw that in Luxu face. Or—Or make a point or anything. He’s just stating fact. “What’s different now? We’ve been together for… what, almost a decade? What’s different?” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
“Well, for starters—" his hand tapped the porch, “got a few roots in the ground now, don’t I?” He pecked Xhura’s forehead. “And someone who actually knows me.”
“I—“ Luxu sighed, “I don’t plan on it. . Disappearing doesn’t seem so easy anymore.”
“What I always do.” His finger poked Xhura’s nose. Luxu offered a simple smile. “I’ll wait. Whatever you need, I’ll be there.”
⠀⠀ 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰. “If… If this is what’s happening… what will you do?” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
“Don’t make it about me, Xhu.” He turned Xhura’s hand, his partner’s palm facing skyward. “This is you and your life. I’m asking you to put yourself first.”
⠀⠀ “Luxu…” He teases chidingly — not really meaning it as he nuzzles his head closer to his partner. “I guess I just… wonder if it would be easier. For you, I mean.” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
in my dreams，i come home to you and you come home to me，and for a split second every hardship i ever endured has meaning.
“You gotta ask at this point~” he teased.
⠀⠀ “Is it my choice?” He knows the burden of the Keyblade has worn Luxu down in its own way. He knows his strange power is somehow connected to it. He just doesn’t understand how they are related. ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
“Change isn’t immediately bad. I think. . . Good or bad depends on what you want to do with it.” His palm moved for Xhura’s knuckles. “And whatever you choose, I’ll be right behind you.”
⠀⠀ Xhura shrugs, his voice softer as he responds— “I don’t know. I just know something feels different. Is that… is that bad?” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
The words rang loud and clear within his mind. It was once again time to be plagued by the man he called Master. Luxu’s eye darted between Xhura’s and his hand. He then asked, “you think that’s what this is then?”
⠀⠀ “Well, he said I was meant to wield a Keyblade once, right?” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
The nostalgia within his eyes flickered like candlelight. It threatened to blow out from apprehension. He sighed, “I wouldn’t normally do this with anyone. Then again, your not /anyone/, Xhu. . . So, what’s on your mind, hon?” He smile steadied as he looked to Xhura.
⠀⠀ Xhura flexes long fingers absently, humming. “I guess I just… have been wondering. Ever since we spoke to your former Master.” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
Luxu merely chuckled, “I bet. you’re one of the few to see it~” The moment, for what it was, had some fuzziness — like gaining consciousness of a dream. Some aspects he remembered clear as day, such as the weightlessness of his blade. Yet, he couldn’t recall the day nor weather.
⠀⠀ He listens rapt with attention, eyes watching the look on his beloved’s face intently. “I can imagine your smile.” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
Luxu slowly retracted his hand to examine it. Luxu stared for what felt like an eternity for him. “A bit scary,” he confessed, “and maybe a bit draining.” An airy chuckle left his lips. “Exciting too. . I was kind of a mess.”
⠀⠀ He hums, nuzzling Luxu’s shoulder. “The first time you summoned a Keyblade… what did it feel like?” ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
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