I was staying strong but today i broke. Thinking how christmas just wont be the same anymore.
Something kinda weird bout sitting in the dark listening to sad piano music and crying. I truly am a failure. Maybe 2024 is the year i end it after all.
I’m so done. Legit tempted to just delete all social media again. I’m too sad and depressed for all this and i’m just doom scrolling cause of it
Guess i’m not ready to say goodbye yet. You said no tears only smiles but it’s so hard. Leaving your house one last time knowing i’ll never be there again. Hugging the pillow that still smells like you. How can i not cry.
Today was good closure. After fighting with myself i held her hand. And kissed her head. Took me a while and i cried the second i did but it helped. I got to let go on my terms. I miss you. I love you.
Literally crying before i go to sleep. It’s raining heavy too. When i wake up i go see her one last time before we have to say goodbye for real. I’m not ready yet.
Genuinely dont think yesterday helped with the grieving probably cause i just froze and didn’t talk to her. Will try again on monday before the final goodbye. I have to hold her hand one last time or i’ll never forgive myself.
Went to go see her today at the chapel of rest. I don’t think it helped much but bot seeing her so sick was a good thing. Was too scared to hold her hand again. I let go once. I doubt i’d let go again. Maybe next week before the funeral i can muster the courage
Just cried the entire walk home. Luckily it was raining so I could mask the tears. I miss her so much. The pain needs to stop. Please. I can’t hold it in much more.
One of my fav vids just made better
Literally my fav film and season. Just a shame it’s now gonna be remembered by sadness and a funeral
After 5 days today was the day i broke. I thought i had no more tears left. Apparently i was wrong
Why are all the recommended memes i’m getting about depression. I get that i’m having the worst week of my life but pls. I need cheering up. Not reminding
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