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💊crust💊 missing bf

@balls4omad

borderline personality disorder babe. testerone'd cisgender woman. alpha male. slut. and so much more

Joined October 2021
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Weight-in thread 09/12/22 55.1 kg 21.5 bmi 22.5 bf%


Bro It's not even funny how little I care about myself and how much I care for him I'd give him my entire life and ik he wouldn't do the same


Ok at 21 I'll go actually shower and shit


damn new diet just dropped

if you cry for 24 hours straight you’ll burn 1440 calories



Sleeping anywhere else than in his arms sucks ass like wdym I turn around and there's no one to kiss my neck ?? fuck you


I wanna be held ! I wanna be comforted ! I wanna be loved !


Sometimes I get bad doubts about my trans identity like what am I taking those hormones for ? Wouldn't it be easier to just suck it up and be an attractive woman ? Idk it sucks but I think the main issue is T not working fast enough I feel like I look the same but slightly worse


Sometimes I get sad I can't have children like I mean I technically could but I'd fuck them up considering how fucked I am plus I don't wanna get pregnant and adoption for gay couples is HARD plus my bf doesn't want kids anyways but like...


Adult dating life with BPD is tough like when you're a teenager everyone's all we should see each other all the time every single day and then when your bf is in his 30s of course he has other responsabilities so you just BPD all over the place


I wanka call him soooo baaaaad it's actually painful I won't hear his voice until next week what kinda wicked witchcraft is that


Being an adult with an ed sucks because other adults usually meet you over food/alcohol and snacks so it's either you starve or you see your friends 😭


💊crust💊 missing bf Reposted

aint seen ONE person say 2023 gon be they year, yall really scared this time 😭


Felt that, my bf gets me so much nice food whenever we hang out

Restricting when you’re all alone is so easy. I miss my boyfriend to death but when he gets back in a week it’s going to be so hard to restrict bc he is a definition of a foodie 😒



Listening to lana while smoking cigs to procrastinate showering. Serving coquette 🩰🎀🦢


I'm gonna shower, brush my teeth, trim my nails and cry a bit


Once I order my room I'll see if I go to the hospital


My bpd isn't really being nice to me lately idk how to cope other than hurting myself and no one's willing to help ; maybe I'd be better off in the hospital


Ok google how do I spend time completely alone and depressed


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